This is a reality, where I feel it my self. I don’t know why, sometime I just feels difference that is far enough, between situations in Semarang and in my house. Both of this things sometime make me become two mans who different. Likely, I must choose, which later will become good for me.
Actually, I am not man which is easy adapted in an area. Often, I wish perfect thing at others, at least, she/he has equivalent ability with me, has the same desire with me. But, this is world, there is no one who perfect. Each and everyone is created differs in. Each and everyone have each excess and shortage, including myself.